I have been one moody mushroom lately. Never in my life have I been as moody as I have been in the last few weeks. Man…I don’t know how people do it…I strongly dislike these fluctuations in my temperament, but I am learning that change is disrupting me to my very core. God has been calling me to change my reality…to push myself to cleanse my life of the things that are keeping me from fulfilling His purposes….and finally, finally I am listening.
A few months ago God stopped whispering and started shouting to me …Tired of my rebellion, God has resorted to direct scolding…and I don’t blame Him…I am often stubborn and prideful. Through this sifting period, God is requiring me to not accept mediocrity…to not be satisfied with giving some of myself…he is asking me…to give all. Lately I have felt in chaos and completely out of control with the direction my life is heading. You know what though….I know God is using one of my many weaknesses, the need to feel in control…to refine me…and I can’t wait, CAN NOT WAIT, for the rebirth J
Look out world!
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